Will You Enter The Void?
9:25 last night I Entered the Void, People, places, things, have not seamed the same since. Walking outside i look at this place through glassy eyes and wonder why, why was i went to see that movie. why is the world like this and why are people ignorant to most of what this world has to offer. this world seams almost dead in my eyes after I Entered The Void. I wonder now what I am suppose to do with that information I was given. The meaning of life or death to one person…who in their right mind would give someone that information. I felt like I entered the void and was spat out alive and wondering why, why was I given this chance to look at life through another persons dead eyes. Every part of that movie plays in my head, I couldn’t sleep with dreams of drugs and death and life buzzing through it like an endless string of events. Like I had done all those things and was now wondering when i would be reincarnated back to a new life. I feel numb to this world now and i am wondering when i will wake up, wake up form everything, life, death, pain, everything. I feel like everything I am and will be is meaningless because we all die in the end. Everything that you do effects the life around you: You are going to the grocery store, you park you car and walk across the street. the construction guys across the street are whistling at you and you smile because you knew this was going to happen, you wore your white tee with no bra just for this moment. they are too busy looking at you to notice the call come through the radio saying “big rig coming through.” They allow a car of 4 through the tunnel at the exact same time. CRASH! 2 parents are dead because you were selfish, 2 kids are now orphaned because of you! Every moment in our lives echos through this world like a drop of water in a lake. But if you have a million drops you are going to have waves of moments crashing into each other. I still sit here wondering with this information about the Void would I enter again. No, I don’t think i would and if i was told about this path would i have walked away from it? yes i think i would. Being numb from this world is sad…its like being told that Santa Claus isn’t real for the first time. Innocence is a precious thing and when you enter that Void you no longer see it as the world it once was But with this information would you Enter the Void?
